Thank you to everyone for offering your love and support this past week. I feel so incredibly blessed to know so many are holding space for me and my family as we journey through this sad and shocking experience. Tonight, on the evening before our immediate family gathers to celebrate my beautiful mothers life, I completely understand the message of Illumination on this card I pulled on January 1st, 2017.
Who knew within 24 hours of pulling this card our world would be shattered as my healthy and vibrant 80 years young Mom would suffer a massive stroke, incompatible with life, and within 48 hours transition into the next realm shortly after 8 am.
The Chaplain recited The Lord’s Prayer, as her spirit left her tired physical body. I glanced at the digital clock beside her bed and noticed it displayed 1:11 even though it was only 8:20 am! I am so happy and grateful that I know symbols show up in our lives to send us messages. I am thrilled to know the message of 1:11 and share the meaning with my family. Since my mother has passed we are all noticing sequences of 1’s multiple times a day! We all get so excited as we know Mom is letting us know she is with us through divine connection! Every time we see 1’s in sequence we smile and greet her, thanking her for letting us know she is with us ❤
Since her death I keep having the urge to pick up the phone to call her, but then with sadness realize she will never be on the other end of the phone again, and I feel this gaping hole once filled with her presence.
And then today I connected the dots! I get it…she won’t be able to speak with me by phone, but we will be speaking to each other through universal and spiritual connection! I will be able to connect with her anytime, anywhere as I have learned how to connect by getting quiet and meditating. I don’t have to call her by phone anymore – I can connect with her at anytime and anyplace through quiet meditation. ❤ Now I understand this card of Illumination, Divine Communication, Spiritual Knowing and Inner Light that I chose on Jan 1st just 24 hours before her life threatening stroke. As you can imagine, I am incredibly motivated to improve my ability to connect with the my Mom, such a beautiful soul in spirit. I know I will be learning how to connect with spirit in a much more powerful way, and my Mom will be my teacher beyond this physical world – I can’t wait to spend time with her, as she holds my hand and guides me to the next level of illumination. Feeling incredibly blessed and grateful for my connection with my Mom in so many ways ❤ I also know many of you will also part of this next phase of my journey and look forward to walking the path of illumination with you – Namaste ❤